"I used to think mom was princess diana, and when she died: I was so confused"

- Hface

New Digs

This is the new place :) 

This is a Concept (!)

Im just a little ticked. Only saying.

Yeah this is for all you ex-boyfriends: 

"want to see my closet?"

& 

"explain yourself"

sometimes a girl's just gotta chill out while she freaks out. 

thats what I'm doing. right now. 

My Gato Negro isn't mine anymore. She's moving in to paint this weekend. Then it really won't be mine anymore. all my stuff has moved into the sharedspace, and my paintings hang on sharedwalls and its all really shary. 

Im also selling my bed...yeah real shary. 

"This is harder than you think it is lady"

still...I wouldn't change a thing. 

On the street where you live...

Im selling my apartment :(

Moving on to something new...

I wish I could take my room with me, I turned it into my haven & now its becoming someone else's...

Moving on... transforming a new house into a shared haven of sorts. 

                                                            Goodbye Gato Negro...

Water Falls

Decent Days these past four with Dev. Niagara Falls & Niagara on the Lake

U.O just stole 300$ from my visa 

for no reason

how the F* do I get it back?

what i found

brown skinned girl working at ESD - m4w (elgin street diner)

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you're absolutely gorgeous. 

Tights Thighs

ME:

 worth chek'n out:  Y△CHT, Taxi Taxi! and abigail washburn,  if you haven't already. 

Im feeling Unreasonable(!) : Tonight.

Usual suspects

no casual kisses here:

hold the 'fone Grieko!

Cant't get enough of these twins. them & mister david karsten daniels.

Time to light the fire & forget about it. 

remember when you lit my cigarette 

then said hello.

we danced around some words 

we danced around the floor:

night moves. 

the nicest sounds;

fleeting now. 

Wow, I can't believe you just said that. 

If not for me

then for him.

'His hair is gone:' was what i noticed with the second i had to look at him.

damn those blue eyes.

One for the Road

Blog Wars

Mr. Carpenter

Observing non violence

Internet wrtiting

ESD

Guys in white Tees

She says: 'Get a goddamn girl'

A face in a place

China Cup

Hello Tomorrow 

Trimming our drawn memories

Caffeine Ceramic

Chelsea

Songlines echo, time.

'let's drive down and meet the trees

make friends with deer, dear'  

He's going to build me a cat scratch post

we'll get tattoos & share some more words like we have 

purely words, i like him best:

Grizzly Bear Bearded man 

let's escape to wilderness and never think twice about it. 

I admire the honesty, I resent the disrespect.

H: Even Suze & Bob had to end. Real Love doesn't mean shit sometimes. Blood love is what keeps the word alive, if not for you & the other two, Love would be thriving. 

Court & Spark

Im ending it like this: Tryin' to find a broader sense of unity with this weak and lazy mind. 

"this is not it she said, this is not it at all"

Moses.

My flowers are dying.                                                                        

Ruritania

Lisa Everdyke; Female Portrait 3

Do I care?

Au Contraire Mon Frere. 

Its not what you think

utopian escapades,

scandalous remarks.

You have my thumbs H

Shoe Polish

Vet Trip & Shot Numero Dos. 

Healthier Kittens in Gato Negro. 

"i see people as ideas, i don't see people as people"

     BD

Friday was Umi Open Mic with Jeff, Saturday is Jam with the Waltermon

whowhowhoknowsknowsknows?

we can't know when all there is to know here is only 25% of the 100% we can know.

waitin' on that sevenyfahve.

knowledgeNOW: my orchid arrangement is lovely, forget the money...

yeah, forget the money.                                          

MantleMagic

Moustachez

still to come: laundry room, issac, party crashers.

Can't stop

Walked by the same curtain...

Cupcake day

Staying up late day. 

tomorrow is pregnant 

Dig This:

Oren Lavie: Her Morning Elegance

Oren, voulez vous chanter pour moi?

deuxième étage

i dont feel so distanced from it. 

in fact, i feel it all.

last night was everything it wasn't supposed to be

i don't know when my time is. 

i feel like its all been stolen. 

whats mine, time frozen

as she holds the door open

sitting by myself

no one seems to mind what's not said.  

invisibly opaque

i sat and stared. 

we're on a break. 

Im getting sick of reaching for the Venti cups. 

Is that all you are?

I know what i did today, do you?

everything is useless in the end; maybe thats why i don't care too much no?

i must: to work.

I wish you'd get the nerve to come around. 

This Was All I Had In Mind

Nice Days. 

Last night was lovely. Folk Night at Manx was all too good. 

Miles & Maxim were friendly as well as entertaining

I played the slide whistle, then danced along with the other habitants in the bar. 

Miles then gave me some chocolate and a poster.  

After some solid admiration for the best moustache i had ever seen, i headed to Alexand's

danced to some 80's tunes at Barrymores with Her & Lyssa to cel

ebrate the 20th Year.

same shoed toe steppin' 

Retreated Home. 

Missed an early Morning Phone call 

I only wish i would have answered...

I don't want to fall

History Repeats itself 

wouldn't be worth it

                                             

Cold Hands: Warm up in Gato Negro

Haunt'd

Friday was singing at the church followed by Shish in Gato Negro with Jeff & H 

I feel like that is the flag start for my weekends.

"Im not going to smile at you just cause your black - I mean we aren't in a secret club..."

Then we lost, the cats.

briefly

I found them playing in my dresser drawers while H sat crying 

& after we had pretty much searched the neighborhood with a dinky 

flashlight.

Saturday was Work till 6pm

followed by listening to John Carroll play the floor above me 

for zero dollar. 

wine.

Zaphods with Hface & RoomateKate

Glowing Cast

Massive Kitty stained glass ornament necklace.

almost breaking the law

lacking layers.

Familiar Face

i expected no hello

we, dancing apart.

I thought he had gone

& my goodbye was rude

nothing i can do now...

Tonight is Folk at The Manx 

80's at Barrymores

I don't know what to do about this Ginger Boy

I like him best.

Him & the Robin

Goodbye now. 

 

Shayke

Jean-Leon Gerome's: The Hookah Lighter

Shished Saturday with h-face and cate, 

Hookah party last night at Isabelle, Andre & Walids with the Couch Surfers & Daniela

Walids Hookah put mine to shame, however my peach tobacco mixed with riesling wine in the vase was a hit with them all. 

still working on them smoke rings. 

Im going to get it right 

like the Shisha smokin' Caterpillar 

Still working on giving up all things boring 

while still trying to keep money

in 'da bank

,

Laslo and Mordecai need to work out 

their differences.

    88888888888     - from lazlo

moustache party at the burrow, lyssa's p-tay

i have no pictures

cause i have no picture taker.

TMB

Hello from La Gato Negro

just made some eggs on toast so delicious.

Bought some beezwax candles that are apparently 'birthday candles' which could

as equally go by the title: 'Candles that burn out in 5 minutes'... literally. 

5$ for 5minutes. 

First Couch Surfers came by last night. Two Girls from Germany, they were so tall & had such nice accents - spoke perfect english. Had tea with them this morning. 

Saw Corey Taylor play james street lastnight with ZakBlack & Dani. 

Got into a debate over his tattoo which happened to be Nietzsche.

Lazlo slept with me for an entire night without biting or scratching - which never happens!

Met up at Bhead with Daniela. 

Zune Tale.  

Currently listening to TMB wishing I could go to Nantes. 

Going to Witchcraft class with Daniela this afternoon before work at 7pm.

O is for: Olive skin.

note: I accomplished cooking goal #1: sweet chili mint potatoes with yogurt!

Brisk

eyes were everywhere today 

i saw two eyes that i liked best 

the head they sit in was capped with knitted green.

i doubt it all.

he smiles with good looks

sideways stepping smirking dance

library reading

Old but Gold

"My New Years Resolution is to give up all things boring, and anything that doesn't gouge my eyes out with excitement" - Kevin Spanky Long

9

the year of the two zero zero nine.

New Years Eve was quite lovely. It was spent with Caro & H-face. 

In & out of apt. 2 

In & out of apt. 5

Rougeman was puzzling

Chet was amusing 

" There wasn't enough of this up in the north - thats how Canada fucked up so much"

ESD. 

first night retired in the Gato Negro.

Two Thousand and Nine Beginnings are pretty good. Im doing my best to be frugal & I think I'm going to start learning how to make some real food that isn't burnt toast, stir fry nor a tuna sangwich. Cait passed on an nice veg cookbook that I'm going to try a few things out of. 

short term goal: sweet chili potato salad 

long term goal: roasted tomato tart

Only 12 hours of work next week! blegh. bring on more frugality...

went to mass today. I woke up and felt like it would be a good way to start the year. It was still beautifully decorated and lots of old ladies were there with prayer shawls on. It was cozy. I was happy I went. anyways I'm off to watch a movie and then sleep. Ricky is coming over for lunch tomorrow :) 

Here are some pictures of Si Gato Negro:

Bear in mind these are shitty pics cause my cam is broked.