Christmas

written at 11:59 december 25th

Merry Christmas Interweb

Christmas Eve

Im beginning with this:

'Ouch'

Lazlo scratches & is costing me a lot of money cause of his ailing health. 

7.30: just in from singing at Christmas Eve Mass. 

Silent Night...

The Stars are Brightly Shining.

Now H-face and I are watching some old ComiColor Christmas Cartoons

then we'll follow with: 

The Grinch, 

Annabelles Wish, 

The Snowman

& 

Beauty & The Beast: Enchanted Christmas.

"there are some that see with the eyes in their head, and then there are some that see with the eyes of their heart" said the wiseman...

Tonight is a night about no-one but family.

Tomorrow is about birthing new self from scratch.

 

The Night

H This was taken for You.

The Night was more the early hours of tomorrow...

time. 

I need to know my favourite things.

favourite [minus] criteria

I don't buy her nonsense - any of the she's...

there are a few she's. 

I should like to know where this ends.

I think he's gone.

I know he's done.

The third is becoming a drag to see; Im ending it here.

This one's easing her way into a regard reminiscent of Joan Baez.

Lazlo Ladanyi

Tis the season to welcome animals into your home. 

H-face and I both received our new kittens, an endeavor that took a while - but all too worth it to have them fall asleep in our arms these past few nights. 

Named after a Holocaust survivor my little Lazlo. 

His oppression continues through all the scratches he has to endure from Mordecai...mind you I'm sure they'll recognize their shared cultural roots soon enough. 

lets hope. 

Missed my exam saturday morning and just wrote the thing an hour ago... It went better than expected. Blessing in disguise.

Sylvie Wisniewski is a Saint. 

ONE more left. 

Your name is woven into the floorplan, I can't step outside without seeing your face in windows

now you can share your stories with all the people I don't know

The snow will melt and uncover something else

just you wait.

Boy[s] you best get out of my head.

I'll only say once 

once

.

Lazlosokute

My Digs

 

Fleet Foxes Concert a Emporter; Sun Giant & Blue Ridge Mountain. Dig this.

blogoteque.net pour les autres. 

Crawl

Every kind of appeal. 

I want this. 

The Culmination

Happy Holidays Citizens of Ottawa : We're shutting down your Transportation.

Listening to the Radio Today, made the morning commute sound like a war-zone. saw 3 hitchhikers & way too many people driving alone. I hope the girl stranded in kanata got to her exam.

ESDLunch with Lyssa & Jerem today. Good eats. That was the only good part of wednesday. The remainders felt like the culmination of all things shit. 

no bus

cold feet

cold heart

no kitty

zam # 2

love minus zero.

"They suck worse than Joan Baez. I'd hang out with Joan ball-sucker for years, if i could erase them from existence, for you"

Thanks H-face.

Brown Trout Blues

I wonder why you like to be so good. 

I wonder if I'm doing the best I could 

I could be somewhere else,

I should be someone else

But you wouldn't know me 

If I was. - Johnny Flynn

Come walk with me through the snow, and then we'll eat some toast by the fireplace. 

If you bring your dark eyes I'll bring mine.

Glue Series:

Moses Collages

Glue & Hefty Cardboard make old magazine pictures more permanent. Girl Without a Face. 

Rosie: Savin' Face & Wastin' Time.

Hface & Moses are taking it Back to Basics, Back to the old B's. H, you know. I don't know why I ever abandoned...

 "Why don't you come out once and scream it?"  You Won't. I would - If you were still my problem, But you're not . And that's great. 

L is for: Love & Love & Love. Lotsa Love [for one, some for none].

"I wish that for just one time, you could stand inside my shoes: You'd know what a drag it is to see you."

This isn't evry'thing

Oh Christmas tree, How lovely are your branches. 

Hface decoration.

Woke up this morning with permanent marker on my chin: 

Its harder to forget when what you need to remember

is written on skin:

PenFaced

 Jays! Twilight.... Yeah. I got bit by the movie madness: I said I wasn't going to buy into it - technically I didn't cause I didn't even have enough in my bank account to pay for my ticket. Emcam flipped the bill though & I saw it. 

It was good.

Really Really Good. 

Im now waiting on that. 

Rock & Roll is going no further. 

Yeah. Im holding out for my kinda story.

Friday Folks

You / Me

Duo / Solo

Always Raining / Partly Cloudy

Some Nerve / Some Guts

Over it / Getting there.

Absolutely botched 'Zam Uno. Payed today: most of it has already said Goodbye.

Hooked 'em up with some lucky bamboo

H face & Jones Soda - come on already!

This ends now.

Catfight

Had Haiku Being held for me until this saturday; the time was ever so close! I'd been waiting for her over a month.

Albeit - I lost her last night to young crying boy who kept calling her "Toby" after his original cat Toby died 

a week ago...His mom corrected him by referring to Haiku as "Toby 2." I only wish I was there to tell them both that the kitten's name was Haiku - and it was a female, therefore perhaps at least choose a more gender appropriate/ambiguous name if you are going to take my cat thank you.

My eventual cat won't be named Haiku, new name necessary. 

It's been a month...& I'm the fool again. 

K is for: Klezmer 

9pm and listening to:

John Williams' Theme from Schindlers List preformed by Itzhak Pearlman 

              guiding me to sleep...

Stu//Dying

Escape Artist by Sam Taylor Wood. 

Stu/dying commences. My marks are holding me up somehow... I know I could do better than this. [If I'd have known those kisses couldn't get casual] Got my job transfer approved & things appear to be coming together. 

[hung out with the other one last night, and I think I like it better this way] 

Escape artist; this ends now. 

Brand New Key

La Nouvelle Chaise. C'est tout.